7 blogs to go...

for the first time, i did feet washing...
for more than 10 times, i've heard of this, but yet to find courage to do it... when this event was proposed to be done, i was somewhat reluctant cause i have no idea how and what to do... reading the passage over and over again somehow made the message clearer to me that it was more than just a ritual, more than just some 'great' thing that Jesus did in the past. It requires courage and humility.. it requires you to just step down and say, i forgive u and i'm willing to wash ur feet.. so, i washed.. the effort to step out, the effort to kneel down and wash was somewhat a challenge that God brought me through..

dad is in hospital now.. nothing big though.. just a routine blood transfusion cause he's not making up enough blood to circulate.. so, yeah.. 4 pints of blood... hmm... dad was in a happy mood yesterday before admitted; still had time to joke about him being a vampire.. but today, he wasn't really in a good mood when i called him after alvin and vinslet's wedding dinner... sounds moody and reluctant to talk... sigh.. wonder what happened... >.<

period of uncertainty.. everything seem so unsure right now... work, church, family, relationship and everything else.. what are the things that joanne lai is sure of now?? i seriously wonder at times... the more i ponder, the more i know about myself.. the more i know about myself, the more i realise i don't dare to reflect... goodness me...

ohh! my manager approached me and was hoping / ordering (can't differentiate) that i start interviewing people next month onwards... >..<

okay.. whatever i'm talking about right now, if it doesn't make sense, it's because it's already near 3am and i'm still awake... >.<>

allsaints-zestoflife.blogspot.com - i am so tempted to close u down right now... but then again, i've said 10 blogs to go, i will complete this ten blogs and u'll end... :) nite..

ps: S&M at Petaling Street is closing down i heard!!! >.<>