high expectations

the higher expectation, the harder you'll fall...

though this saying sounds negative, this is reality...
much has done in order to prepare for this expectation to be reality, but at the end.. i fall flat...

no wonder i am that sad now...
no wonder i am that dissapointed now...

no wonder i feel the need to cry this hard now..

vulnerable, fragile and weak is what i feel now...
just let it be...

grumpy

reasons to be grumpy:

1) ugly hairstyle... i last trimmed my hair back in March 1st and honestly, it is going out of style.. triple yucks... >.< conditioner isn't helping, hair mask isn't helping.. yucks.. i hate my hair...

2) dead tired after stock take on tuesday... >.<>..< i know it's thursday today, i have yet to recover from the sleepiness that hit me that tuesday morning...

3) sick / ill... i found out i get sick / ill easily in Kino.. ever since i started working here last year, flu is 'my-thing'... the dusts that flew around kino since the stock take seem to have landed on me because i couldn't stop sneezing and now, i ended up with flu... >.< not fun at all...

so, bad hair month + stock take (not enough sleep + tired) + cramp caused by 'aunty' + flu = bad bad bad week... i need bed and please, if can, don't wake me till september ends...

BREAKOUT!

wherever you are, if BREAKOUT is in your town, get their tickets!!!

the BREAKOUT that i am talking about is a group of korean dancers who uses their expressions and moves to depicts a comedy dance. they are really hilarious!! how i wish i could re-watch them again! honestly, i wanted to watch them when i saw their flyers sitting nicely in the rock corner of KLCC, BUT, after seeing how much it actually cost to see them, i changed my mind knowing that i would rather save the money for some other purposes (perhaps food?!)

yesterday (sunday) after church service, aunty ivy came to me and offered me 1 ticket and i was seriously so shocked at how blessed i am to be given the opportunity to see this group (free seating : RM 63 and numbered seating: RM 93) though the money would eventually be sown into charity, but still, it is considered expensive especially when you have not heard of this group of dancers.

i went to MCA hall and i was totally blown away by their performance! they are super duper good man!!! go check them out! everybody was cheering and laughing at every single twitch of their expression! they are super good and funny! their characters are so professionally potrayed!! they'll be going to penang this wednesday and thursday and to those know someone there, tell them to watch it! they are worth it! or better still, buy them tickets to watch them!!! worth the money, worth the time, and definitely worth the neck pain after straining to watch them for more than 1 hour....

BREAKOUT, YOU ROCK!!!

ps: check them out at youtube (Breakout Korean Extreme Dance Comedy)

桃花爱无敌

Finally finish watching 霹靂MIT starring Aaron Yan and 鬼鬼! Nice CSI kind-like movie, just that the cases that took place all take place in a school... :) aaron yan is cool in this series! Quite 迷人. :) But no doubt i 'fw' a lot of the slow scenes, but this series is still good considering aaron is the male lead for the first time.. :)

am waiting for their new series, Momo Love 桃花爱无敌... :)

same cast, aaron yan and gui gui... :) cant' wait..

crap, wanted to blog about something just now... i have totally forgetten about it after blogging bout this.. :p

shall blog again later when i remembers.. :)

lang tengah

lang lang lang tengah... wohoo..

went there on a short trip to withdraw myself from the busy life... with my goal set, i went there on tuesday nite (6 hours bus) and arrived there around 5am plus... apart from the long waiting period between the transportations, others were pretty good...

went snorkeling for the first time, took up a good 1/2 hour for matthew to help me 'master' breathing with my mouth and not my nose... well, overall, it was really fun for someone who can't swim and hates fishes... :p

saw many big fishes and was astounded by the wonderful creations... big corals, many sea cucumber lying on the floor (i stared at one for quite some time not willing to go look at other creatures that move.. no idea why, i just stood there looking at it) other people saw baby sharks and i was somehow thankful that i didn't see it cause i might just freak out and move around frantically.. =.="

matt went for jungle trekking and i decided to stay back and just relax... (i wanted to withdraw, not be involved actually) had a good time walking around the island and reading... went to eat and just ponder... it was really relaxing honestly...

food wasn't bad at all there... 4 meals provided daily and they provide many types of dishes there too... if only i could be there longer... :) really really enjoyed the view and environment there... the air is so clean and fresh there that the moment i reach terengganu and KL, my body started itching... >.<>.<

coming back here and getting myself involved (head-on) is really tiring.. led the prayer walk around our church area on saturday, practiced the mime for youth sunday, drove straight to aunty michelles house to help her out with the baking for mothers day.. didn't really get to eat much, thus resulting in very bad gastric... thank God matt was available to help me send the girls back home... reached home, too tired and worn-out, went to bed...

pictures of lang tengah can be found in my facebook... :)

okay, confession? i'm a taiwan series addict now.. >.<>

series watched:

together (Rainie Yang + Jiro Wang + George Hu)

bull fighting (Mike He + SHE Hebe + Lee Wei)

why why love (Mike He + Rainie Yang + Kingone)

hana kimi (Wu Chun + SHE Ella)

marry me (Mike He + _____?)

Devil beside you (Mike He + Rainie Yang + Kingone)

Meteor Garden (F4 + Rainie)

Meteor Garden 2

Meteor Rain

series watching

KO One (Jiro Wang, Calvin, Aaron Yan) - just bought yesterday - watched 1 ep

Romantic Princess (Wu Chun , Calvin) - just bought last week - watching 2nd disc

The X-Family (Jiro Wang, Calvin, Aaron) - watching 2nd disc - total of 55 eps!!

Rolling Love (Jiro, Danson, Genie Zhou) i like this one... :)

Tomorrow (Rainie Yang)

MIT (Aaron Yan)

series waiting to watch

Express Boy (Mike He) no subtitles and lots of hokkien.. pending now.. >.<

Miss No Good (Rainie Yang, Pan Wei Buo) watched a bit on tv...

Hot Shot (Wu Chun, Show Luo) waiting for friend to get it for me... :p

Prince + Princess 2 (no idea who) not really interested... but friend gave it to me.. >.<>

Fated to love you (Ethan Ruan)

K.O.3 An Guo - newly out... waiting for it... - 3rd series for KO One and X Family..

=.=" a lot right? and die! i dunno why, i'm in fahrenheit nowadays.. >.< are good looking honestly... and their songs are nice... some of their acting is good too.. what not to like? all also very good looking.. aarons eyes are so mesmerizing.. :p but then again, not in love with them... :p jiro's body... wu chuns' height.. calvins' moves... :p aarons voice.. argh.. >.<