Monday, November 2, 2009

poison


have been wondering what i have been up to lately... well, at least for the past few months...
life has been pretty mundane...

oh~! i did it~!!!
at last, at the age of 22, i'm no longer a Karaoke virgin~!! (yup, it sounds wrong)
but nonetheless, it actually feels funny to think about it...
i remember going to karaoke when i was really young... erm, back in johor or singapore..but that doesn't count!! wanna know why? well, because i say so.. :p

i was accompanied by i have no idea how many adults and i was there with my brother.. i don't remember much about it, but it wasn't something i remember experiencing it for real... thus, it doesn't count...

well, my first time at the karaoke wasn't bad at all, thanks to matt's crazy friends... they made it fun and enjoyable even though it was awkward because i didn't know any of them.. but they are just simply funny and enjoyable.. i drank loads because 1 cute girl say i was too shy to sing and thus, the '干杯' (bottoms up - chivas + coke)... she ended up drunk and i ended up walking in 1 straight line... :p

apart from that, i was saying about being poisoned right? poisoned with what you might ask.. i am poisoned with idols.. >.<>
Kim Hyun Joong (SS501 leader) and Kim Jae Joong 金在中(DBSK / Tohoshinki's main vocalist)... >.< they are adorable~!!!
SS501 and DBSK / Tohoshinki are korean bands that are very famous now...

Kim Hyun Joong
Kim Jae Joongi love ss501 because they are pure dorky and funny...
try watching Kim Hyun Joong's and Hwangbo's We Got Married episodes... i'm sure you'll grow to love them too... they are just too CUTE together...

as for DBSK, i didn't really like them at first... until i slowly slowly listen to their songs and have grown to like them too... well, HERO JAE JOONG to be exact... he is very 'chun-ted' when he sings and dance... you should see their dance moves.. they are more 'man-ly' compared to SS501 and they are better in vocals too... but i still like SS501 because of their dorkiness and lame-lihood...

example?:
MC asked one of the SS501: "How did you guys hit such high hits (most searched online) right after their debut? It is unlikely for new groups to hit such high hits you know?"
Hyun Joong (Leader): "Well, we have someone very useful to us in the team. He onlines daily and searches for our group name."

Hyung Joon (Nickname: Baby because his name is similiar to Leaders name): "Yeah! I online everyday and just so you know, the names in the internet search / forums, out of 10, i probably own 8 of the accounts. I'm not paid to do it. But it definitely was fun doing it. I sometimes get my friends to help me search out the group too"
Leader: "What friends? You don't have friends!"
Baby: "I do! I have 15 of them!!!"
MC: "15 only?!"
Leader: "Name them... !"
Baby: Starts naming them... only successfully name 3....
Leader: "Well, it must have been you have 3 friends and all the rest are your imaginary friends..."
MC: "Now we know how this group became so famous overnight.... You have to make sure you ask your own members to work hard... in onlining...."

I appreciate guys who are musically inclined... I don't know why either... Piano, Flute, Guitar, Singing, Dancing... better still, violin... i might go crazy just hearing that person perform... serious! Jaejoong is good at singing LIVE... hyun joong is good at guitars and rapping and singing, aaron yan is good at flute and singing, raymond lam is also good at singing live... the only exception is Mike He who can't sing, dance or play musical instruments...

a little too poisoned i believe...

broken into


how would you feel if you know someone just broke into your house?
the place you deem safest when all around you is so dangerous and ugly...

how would you feel?
i feel.... nauseous...

honestly, that is what i felt everytime the memories flashes back into my mind...
maybe, just maybe my mind is playing tricks on me because i wasn't there when it happened...

but to know that someone close to you is at the risk of being attacked during that moment, it just makes me feel sick...
sick of not having a safe place anymore,
sick of not being able to protect those you love and call them close...
sick of this world being a dangerous place where love and peace does not conquer..

are you sick?
well, i am...