i find myself snapping at people easily for the past few weeks... sigh, i get frustrated easily and i show it to people i cherish most... it frustrates me so much that i would want to withdraw myself from the world... ish! i'm annoyed even right now!!
God!! i need peace!!
well, many had happened for the past few days... i attended the calvary easter musical on saturday night with a few of my friends... wouldn't say it is spectacular but the message did spoke to me somehow... God really blessed this church a lot with all the financial aids, with all the talents in singing and dancing, and also in everything else! the senior pastor was talking about one thing but i was listening to some other things... the still small voice speaking within me... what is easter 2009 to you? hmmm, had fun fellowshipping with those that i travel by public transport and guess i would say i wasn't that proud to reach home 2am in the morning when the concert ended by 10pm... haha.. went out for a one by one drink with one of my friend... was really happy in a sense cause we were both very honest in our sharing and all... gosh, and the next day is Sunday... =.=" i had to wake up early for service... was late though... :p wasn't proud either... >.<
been shared to by a lot of people saying how bad the world is right now... how unsafe and all.. got me worried bout my parents cause they are both alone in the office and all.... gosh, what would i do if something happened to them? i wouldn't want to know now... i'm very protective over them... please do not let any harm befall on them, Lord! >.<
sigh, lastly, i realized how reverse the worlds thinking is right now... my colleague was sharing to me how 'naive' one of my friend was for thinking that it is worth sharing things even though it might actually cost them something... i was like, "erm, i think that was nice of that person loh... there is nothing wrong with how that person think loh... is there?" my colleague was like, "no loh.. i think that she is quite naive and that she will be cheated easily if she thinks that way..." i went speechless after that... apart from this incident, someone dear to me shared too the same way of thinking... he was like, "erm, u need to change the way u think if not u will get cheated easily.. protect urself..." someone added, "yeah... don't be so stupid and naive in thinking that everyone will treat u the same... they won't... they'll do whatever they can to outdo u.. to 'destroy' u"... what is wrong with the worlds thinking now? why do people have to be that 'negative' (in some way, to them it's known as facing the real world)? self centeredness drives around the person itself... my Lord wasn't like that... neither do i want to be like that... i would want to be different... i would want to shine out so that they know that i am different because of the One that i believe in...
Have you heard of the One called Savior?
Have you heard of His perfect love,
Have you heard of the One in heaven,
Have you heard how He gave His son'
Well I have found this love,
And I believe in the Son.
Show me Your way.
I believe in the One called Savior,
I believe He's the risen One,
I believe that I'll live forever,
I believe that the king will come,
Cause I have found this love,
And I believe in the Son.
Show me Your way.
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