sudden outburst

4 nights without rice for dinner.. i feel so different... sigh

friday nite: pasar malam and ended up eating snacks as dinner
saturday nite: had late lunch (mc d) around 5.30pm and then drank some soup as dinner
sunday nite: shabu shabu (meehoon only) and i wasn't full...
monday nite: no dinner... yet again due to miscommunication @ home..

i miss home cooked rice terribly... dieting is NOT my thing... i need rice everyday! thus, resulting in the sudden outburst just now... sigh.. i really don't mean to burst out angrily at people around me... just that, i seriously miss eating rice... i'm losing appetite due to some stuuuupid hormones imbalance caused by stupid 'aunty'.. and i miss and need rice terribly..

i feel silly for crying because i didn't have dinner [especially rice].. but then again, i guess it's seriously very sudden... i wasn't expecting myself to just burst out the way i did.. sigh... hormones oh hormones...