Monday, September 29, 2008

dream / nightmare


Last night, i dreamt that i got raped...
I was in my car and was waiting for matt i guess....
This black figure came into my car and i felt phsyically being crushed by this heavy weight...
i have no idea whether it's spiritual attack or not, but it felt real...
i tried really hard to wake up and i finally woke up after i struggled with that black figure...
hahaha..
4 - 5 seconds after that, i'm back asleep... and this time, no nightmares (bleh)
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oh, another update i forgot to blog:
thursday nite:
i decided not to attend cg as i need the time to prepare the bible study for sat cg... *well, i have other things on on both friday and sat* as i entered the star lrt @ masjid jamek, there's this group of 3 foreigners sitting and wanting to take pictures.. i naturally stopped and after a few seconds, since nothin happened, i walked pass the foreigners and there, the stupid flash of the camera came on... =.=" of all the minutes i've waited, the flash did not take place... stupid right? anyway, i apologized for doing that and they continued taking pictures... the foreigner who sat beside me showed me the picture and i apologized over and over again... they spoke to one another in a different language and one of the foreigner came and sat beside the foreigner beside me... they continued talking and the foreigner beside me asked if i wanted to take a picture with him..
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(O_o!)
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hahaha.. yeap, tht's right.. he asked me in english though that isn't their mother language.. i shooked my head and looked away quickly as i have no idea how else to respond.. haha.. anyway, i keep wondering after that, if i have taken that picture, wouldn't i get to know them too? as in, networking my way out of this country? haha.. btw, there are 2 guy foreigners and 1 girl foreigner...

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