1st bad day...

1st day at work: kinokuniya

okay, nothing much to say apart from i was lost this morning... i was needed to be in the office by 9.30am but guess what? kinokuniya opens at 10am and i have no idea how to enter through the staff entrance (i don't even know where it was) and that was this morning...

after being able to find it, i had a culture shock... sigh.. anyway, today isn't the best day of my life.. i was moody the entire day and i didn't quite enjoy working at klcc... too classy for me.. [psst... i felt intimadated actually] oh and guess what? food there isn't actually cheap.. i was craving for teppanyaki, but the normal price for the chicken teppanyaki is like RM 8.90 and it just isn't worth eating long term.. i ended up eating sizzling noodle and at the end, i was in the toilet... TWICE!

well, what am i expecting? stomach upset is pretty normal when you're not in the mood and you're in a complete new environment... sigh.. i'm seriously moody~! and guess what? [again], i already feel like quitting.. i have no idea whether to even sign the LOA [letter of appointment for those noobs out there]

i did find some things pretty 'cool' in the new place, but then again, it's totally N-O-T my character... i need to work in a place where i'm comfortable with the people around me..where i can fully utilize the mouth that God blessed me with... i don't feel like talking much in this new place.. i miss my old company... sigh.. i miss having my ex-colleagues working with me.. i miss my 'boss'... [sob]

a month of korean bbq won't be able to help overcome my 'depression' now.. i'm just NOT in the mood.. argh.. hate it [this feeling]... btw, i woke up at 5.30am this morning... that did NOT help in any possible way in cheering me up...